I know no one reads my journal but.. I figured it was a good place for me to just babble off anyways. Plus, the last journal entry was from Christmas, so I thought it had just been way to long without an update. Hm, what to say. Well.. things are better with me. Not perfect, far from it. But I don't feel the need to break, so I figure thats a good sign. I actually smile these days too, and not those fake forced, half smiles, real full ones. Its nice. Its a nice feeling to feel whole again. To feel like I'm finally figuring it out. Like I'm finally able to breath again, and actually feel like its me.. really ME who is taking it all in. No, I dont know who I am completely, and I don't have everything figured out, but I am closer then I have ever been. And thats a good thing right? I think it is. Anyways... There is my babble to know one. Hope you enjoyed it